End Of My Rope

(album: New World Disorder - 1999)

Where to run to, where to hide
Much too full to swallow my pride
But I'm still haunted by something inside
As if another part of me has died

Paralyzed, I close my eyes
The pain inside surrounds me
Petrified, life fades away
At the end of my rope I'm waiting

Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone
Empty inside, out of control
My heart a void, my empty soul
Until it's filled I'll never be whole

How did things ever get so bad
Sinking empty, full of despair
I find myself alone and scared
In a world where nobody cares

Paralyzed, I close my eyes
The pain inside surrounds me
Petrified, life fades away
At the end of my rope I'm waiting

Set me free!

A hopeless end, afraid deep inside
Relief from my pain, the end a suicide?
The tears I've cried have left me blind
I yearn to find peace, a presence of mind

Where to run to, where to hide
Much too full to swallow my pride
But I'm still haunted by something inside
As if another part of me has died

Paralyzed, I close my eyes
The pain inside surrounds me
Petrified, life fades away
At the end of my rope I'm waiting