The Last (마지막)

(album: Agust D - 2016)

[Romanized:]

Jal naganeun aidol raeppeo geu imyeone
Nayakhan jasini seo isseo jogeum wiheomhae
Uuljeung gangbak
Ttaettaero dasigeum dojyeo
Hell no eojjeomyeon geuge nae bon moseubil jido molla
Damn huh hyeonsirui goerigam
Isanggwaui galdeung apeune meoriga
Daeingipijeungi saenggyeo beorin ge yeolyeodeolsaljjeum
Geurae geuttaejjeum nae jeongsineun jeomjeom oyeom dwae
Gakkeumssik nado naega museowo jagi hyeomowa
Dasi nolleo wa beorin uuljeung deokbune
Imi minyungineun jugeosseo (naega jugyeosseo)
Jugeun yeoljeonggwa
Namgwa bigyohaneun ge
Naui ilsangi doe beorin ji orae

Jeongsingwareul cheoeum gan
Nal bumonimi ollawa
Gati sangdameul badatji
Bumonim wal nal jal molla
Na jasindo nal jal molla
Geureohdamyeon nuga alkka
Chingu? anim neo? geu nugudo nal jal molla

Uisa seonsaengnimi naege mureosseo
Jujeo eopsi naneun malhaesseo geureon jeok itdago

Beoreuscheoreom haneun mal uh
I don't give a shit I don't give a fuck
Geuttan maldeul jeonbuda uh
Nayakhan nal
Sumgiryeo haneun mal
Jiugopeun geuttae geurae
Gieok jocha naji anhneun
Eoneu gongyeonhaneun nal
Saramdeuri museowo hwajangsire
Sumeo beorin nareul maju hadeon na

Geuttae nan geuttae nan
Seonggongi da bosanghal jul aratji
Geunde marya geunde marya
Sigani jinal surok goemuri doeneun gibunya

Cheongchungwa majbakkun naui seonggongiran
Goemureun deouk keun bureul wonhae
Mugiyeotdeon yoksimi doeryeo
Nal jibeo samkigo mangchimyeo ttaeron mokjureul geone
Eotteon ideureun nae ibeul teureo
Mageumyeo seonakgwareul samkira hae
I don't want it
Geudeureun naega i dongsaneseo nagagil wonhane

Shit shit algesseunikka jebal geumanhae
I modeun ildeurui geunwoneun
Nanikka na seuseuro geumandulge
Nae bulhaengi nideurui haengbogiramyeon
Gikkeoi bulhaeng haejulge
Jeungoui daesangi naramyeon giyotine ollaseo julge

Sangsangman hadeon geosi hyeonsiri dwae
Eoril jeok kkumi nae nunape
Kkollang du myeong ape gongyeonhadeon
Jojbap ijen dokyodomi nae koape
Hanbeon saneun insaeng nuguboda
Hwakkeunhage daechung saneun geon amuna hae
My fan my hommie my fam
Geokjeong malgil
Na ijen jeongmal gwaenchanha damn

Nae bonjireul bujeonghaetdeon ge su charye
Nae jusoneun aidol bujeongeun an hae
Su charye jeongsineul pagodeuldeon gonoe
Banghwangui kkeut jeongdabeun eopseotne

Parameogeotdago saenggak haetdeon
Jajonsimi ijen naui jageungsim dwae
Nae fandeura tteostteosi
Gogaedeulgil nuga namankeum hae uh

Seikoeseo rollekseu akseueseo chejo
Nae sonjit hanbeone kkeudeokgeorineun
Su man myeongdeurui gogae
Show me the money
Mot hange anira an han georago shit
Uril parameokdeon neonen an han ge
Anira mot han georago shit
Nae changjagui ppurineun han sesang
Danmat sseunmat ttongmaskkaji da bwatji
Hwajangsil badage jameul cheonghadeon
Geuttaen ijen naege chueogine uh chueogi dwae
Baedal alba jung natdeon sago deokbune
Sibal baksari natdeon eokkae
Buyeojapgo haetdeon debwi neonega
Nugu apeseo gosaenghan
Cheokdeureul hae

Seikoeseo rollekseu akseueseo chejo
Nae sonjit hanbeone kkeudeokgeorineun
Su man myeongdeurui gogae
Hani naheun na uh ttokttokhi nareul bwa uh
Uril parameokdeon neonen an han ge
Anira mot han georago shit

[Korean:]

잘 나가는 아이돌 랩퍼 그 이면에
나약한 자신이 서 있어 조금 위험해
우울증 강박
때때로 다시금 도져
Hell no 어쩌면 그게 내 본 모습일 지도 몰라
Damn huh 현실의 괴리감
이상과의 갈등 아프네 머리가
대인기피증이 생겨 버린 게 18살쯤
그래 그때쯤 내 정신은 점점 오염 돼
가끔씩 나도 내가 무서워 자기 혐오와
다시 놀러 와 버린 우울증 덕분에
이미 민윤기는 죽었어 (내가 죽였어)
죽은 열정과
남과 비교하는 게
나의 일상이 되 버린 지 오래

정신과를 처음 간
날 부모님이 올라와
같이 상담을 받았지
부모님 왈 날 잘 몰라
나 자신도 날 잘 몰라
그렇다면 누가 알까
친구? 아님 너? 그 누구도 날 잘 몰라

의사 선생님이 내게 물었어
주저 없이 나는 말했어 그런 적 있다고

버릇처럼 하는 말 uh
I don't give a shit I don't give a fuck
그딴 말들 전부다 uh
나약한 날
숨기려 하는 말
지우고픈 그때 그래
기억 조차 나지 않는
어느 공연하는 날
사람들이 무서워 화장실에
숨어 버린 나를 마주 하던 나

그때 난 그때 난
성공이 다 보상할 줄 알았지
근데 말야 근데 말야
시간이 지날 수록 괴물이 되는 기분야

청춘과 맞바꾼 나의 성공이란
괴물은 더욱 큰 부를 원해
무기였던 욕심이 되려
날 집어 삼키고 망치며 때론 목줄을 거네
어떤 이들은 내 입을 틀어
막으며 선악과를 삼키라 해
I don't want it
그들은 내가 이 동산에서 나가길 원하네

Shit shit 알겠으니까 제발 그만해
이 모든 일들의 근원은
나니까 나 스스로 그만둘게
내 불행이 니들의 행복이라면
기꺼이 불행 해줄게
증오의 대상이 나라면 기요틴에 올라서 줄게

상상만 하던 것이 현실이 돼
어릴 적 꿈이 내 눈앞에
꼴랑 두 명 앞에 공연하던
좆밥 이젠 도쿄돔이 내 코앞에
한번 사는 인생 누구보다
화끈하게 대충 사는 건 아무나 해
My fan my hommie my fam
걱정 말길
나 이젠 정말 괜찮아 damn

내 본질을 부정했던 게 수 차례
내 주소는 아이돌 부정은 안 해
수 차례 정신을 파고들던 고뇌
방황의 끝 정답은 없었네

팔아먹었다고 생각 했던
자존심이 이젠 나의 자긍심 돼
내 fan들아 떳떳이
고개들길 누가 나만큼 해 uh

세이코에서 롤렉스 악스에서 체조
내 손짓 한번에 끄덕거리는
수 만 명들의 고개
Show me the money
못 한게 아니라 안 한 거라고 shit
우릴 팔아먹던 너넨 안 한 게
아니라 못 한 거라고 shit
내 창작의 뿌리는 한 세상
단맛 쓴맛 똥맛까지 다 봤지
화장실 바닥에 잠을 청하던
그땐 이젠 내게 추억이네 uh 추억이 돼
배달 알바 중 났던 사고 덕분에
시발 박살이 났던 어깨
부여잡고 했던 데뷔 너네가
누구 앞에서 고생한
척들을 해

세이코에서 롤렉스 악스에서 체조
내 손짓 한번에 끄덕거리는
수 만 명들의 고개
한이 낳은 나 uh 똑똑히 나를 봐 uh
우릴 팔아먹던 너넨 안 한 게
아니라 못 한 거라고 shit

[English translation:]

On the other side of the famous idol rapper
Stands my weak self, it's quite dangerous
Depression, OCD,
They keep coming back again from time to time
Hell no perhaps that might be my true self
Damn huh feeling estranged in reality
The conflict with ideal, my head hurts
Around the age of 18, sociophobia developed in me
Right, that was when my mind was gradually polluted
At times I'm scared of myself too,
Self hated and thanks
To the depression that takes over me
Min Yoongi is dead already (I'm dead)
Comparing my dead passion with others,
It's now a part of my daily life

On the first visit to psychiatric ward,
My parents came up with me
We listened to the consultation together,
My parents said they don't truly understand me
I don't understand myself well either,
Then who would understand?
Friend? Or you? Nobody knows me well

The doctor asks me
I answered without any hesitation that I have done

Habitual saying uh
I don't give a shit I don't give a fuck
All those words uh
Those words are said to hide my weak self
Those days I wish I could erase
Right, that performance day
Which I don't remember very well
The day I confronted myself
When I hid inside the toilet
Because I was scared of people

That time I, that time I
I thought success will make everything fine
But you see, but you see
As time goes by, I feel like I'm turning into a monster

I've exchanged my youth for success,
And that monster demands for more wealth
At times it puts a collar on my neck
To ruin and swallow me with greed
Some try to shut my mouth and say
I should swallow both good and evil
I don't want it
They want me to leave this hill

Shit shit I got it so stop it
I'm the root of all this so I'll stop myself
If my misfortune is your happiness,
I'll happily stay unfortunate
If I'm the figure of hate,
I'll get on the guillotine

The things I've imaged about turns into reality
My childhood dreams are in front of my eyes
The night when I performed in front of 2 audience
Now Tokyo Dome is right in front my nose
My one and only life,
I can easily live it passionately than any other
My fan my hommie my fam
I hope you don't worry
Because I'm really okay now damn

I've denied my nature many times
My address is idol and I won't deny
The anguish that dug into my mind countless times
There's no answer at the end of wandering

My pride which I thought I had given away
Has turned into self-respect
My fans, keep your head high with pride
Because who can do it like me uh

Seiko, Rolex, AX (hall) and gymnastic (stadium)
The heads of thousands nodding to my hand gesture
Show me the money,
It's not that I couldn't but I didn't shit
Selling ourselves or not,
You all say we couldn't do it but we didn't shit
The root of my creativity has tasted
The sweet, bitter and shit of this world
Those days when I laid down to sleep on the toilet floor,
It's all memories now uh they're now memories
My shoulder which shattered
Thanks to the accident I met
During my part time job
The debut which I clung as if it was my life
Who do you think you're fooling
By pretending you've gone through all the miseries

Seiko, Rolex, AX (hall) and gymnastic (stadium)
The heads of thousands nodding to my hand gesture
Sorrow created me uh look at me closely uh
Selling ourselves or not you all say
We couldn't do it
But we didn't shit