Haunted (Cursed To Feel)

(album: Cinema Erotica - 2018)

Memories are just painful day dreams
I'm restless from all the nightmares
Visions of ghost a continuous haunt
Pictures of you torment & taunt
Back to that place my apartment
Feels more like my coffin
Home sweet hole buried my soul
And I'm singing at my funeral

Here lies ghost of my past
Dead inside we couldn't last
I'm sorry you couldn't see
What you meant to me
Love you through my eulogy

In my dreams I'm always trying to find you
I'm screaming inside
You left me haunted
You left me haunted
In reality I can't escape the present
I'm buried alive
You left me haunted
You left me haunted

Life is gone before you know it
Our silhouettes I'll never forget it
It's always so unforgiving
When out time has to come to an end
A spindle in the darkness
The needle I'm cursed to feel
Waiting by the phone feeling all alone
I just wanted something real

Here lies ghost of my past
Dead inside we couldn't last
I'm sorry you couldn't see
What you meant to me
Love you through my eulogy

In my dreams I'm always trying to find you
I'm screaming inside
You left me haunted
You left me haunted
In reality I can't escape the present
I'm buried alive
You left me haunted
You left me haunted

I'm waist deep in the flood of everything
I tried for you
But this time I'm saving myself
I'm saving myself

I can hear the blood rushing through my veins
My heart cracks under pressure of the pain
Too much to carry
My heart feels buried
I can hear the blood rushing through my veins
My heart cracks under pressure of the pain
Too much to carry
My heart feels buried

In my dreams I'm always trying to find you
I'm screaming inside
You left me haunted
You left me haunted
In reality I can't escape the present
I'm buried alive
You left me haunted
You left me haunted

It's all just a dream
It's all just a dream