my body hates me

(album: healing hurts - 2023)

In 12 months
It feels like I've aged 12 years
And half of
The time I'm only halfway here

My acupuncturist says
Relationships take work
Or they go under
You drag somebody through hell
And then you both get burned
Guess it's no wonder

My body hates me
I hate it back
We don't talk much
It's kinda sad
God, I miss being friends
Now we just live together
Nothing more than that
I kinda hate my body
And she hates me back

I pushed her
A little too hard sometimes
Asked too much
And never even thought about it twice
She kept on sending me signals screaming
Take a break
I said I'm busy right now and looked
The other way
Knocked the wind outta me really put me
In my place
Threw me on my face
Yeah

My body hates me
I hate it back
We don't talk much
It's kinda sad
God, I miss being friends
Now we just live together
Nothing more than that
I kinda hate my body
And she hates me back

She kept on sending me signals screaming
Take a break
I said I'm busy right now and looked
The other way
Knocked the wind outta me really put me in my place
Threw me on my face

My body hates me
I hate it back
I just miss the one
That I used to have
God I wish were friends
But we just live together
Nothing more than that
I kinda hate my body & she hates me back