Love Myself

(album: Cabin Fever - 2020)

I sometimes wish
I could fall asleep
Like ordinary human beings
And I won't lose a peep, not a single wink
I don't wanna sleep to achieve my dreams, I wanna live
Aye yo fuck this loser streak

I'm out my mind, I'm a winner
But lately I don't feel like I'm winning
Didn't feel like this in the beginning
So drained, I don't feel no pain
And my whole world spinning
And they keep on saying
If I don't take a break
Then I'mma break down
But now it's just too late, I'm running
But when you don't look back
You don't see what's coming

Ohhhhh, hoooo ohhhhh
I feel it in my bones
If you won't love me, I love myself
L-l-l-love myself
L-l-l-love myself
L-l-l-love myself
I feel it in my bones
I feel it in my soul
If you won't love me, I love myself
L-l-l-love myself
L-l-l-love myself
L-l-l-love myself

I sometimes wish it was all a dream
'Cause life ain't always what it seems
You only see that shit on movie screens
Flashing lights and limousines
It's L.A life, we all got dreams
Alright, I'm a sinner
But I don't wanna keep on sinning
Bring a bottle of the tonic I'm gin'ing
In a pool full of liquor I'm swimming
And I don't need the pills
I'm going dumb insane
But I'll take a shot
Just to numb the pain
And when I numb the pain, I'm running
But when you don't look back
You don't see what's coming

Bags full of racks to console my pain
Packed to the max 'cause I don't do plain
Hand on my heart that from the very start
I never did it for the money or the hoes or fame
New girl, put her back on the shelf
Old girl, she was bad for my health
These days if you don't love me, that's okay lil baby
'Cause I love my self

Ohhhhh, hoooo ohhhhh
I feel it in my bones
If you won't love me, I love myself
Love myself
Love myself
Love myself
I feel it in my bones
I feel it in my soul
If you won't love me, I love myself
Love myself
Love myself
Love myself