Black Of My Eyes

(album: This Heavy Void - 2020)

I'm trapped
With all the voices and screams
The endless daydreams
It seems hopeless
I know this is not real
It's just in my head
I'm still forever in dread
Fuck it

Chemically imbalanced
I'm stuck in my head
I look back and I hear the voices again
It's like I've been running forever
But I don't know where to go
It's like I've been running forever
So I go into the unknown

No victory in sight

These indecisions
Keep me from seeing the light
I have no one to guide me now
No victory in sight

I don't know who I am
I was lost along the way
I've lost the battle
This demon's here to stay

I'm trapped here In this dark
With all the voices and screams
The endless daydreams

Chemically imbalanced
I'm stuck in my head
I look back and I hear the voices again
Chemically imbalanced
I'm stuck in my head
I look back and I hear the voices again

I can't focus on anything or anyone
It's all a blur
I've built up my wall
I've been torn from it all

I'm stuck in here forever
With no end in sight
I'll be here 'til I die
In the black of my eyes
In the back of my mind