stung

(album: hypochondriac - 2022)

I faked every moment
I thought I was so much better than that
I bet you don't think you would do me like that, uh
My brain decomposing
They're playing a grown man, I'm closing this app
Bitch, don't think you could do me like that, uh
Decaying emotions
I'm jaded and no one's watching my back
Bitch, don't think you can do me like that, uh
So I'm taking the potion
I'm breaking the code with a chemical hack
I bet you don't think I could do it like that
I'm gone

I've been looking in the past for the reason, the devil inside me
Vision go black, bloodletting in white heat
Ambition apply more pressure to my peak
Decisions align, I'm ready to dive deep
If this is the time, just cut out the IV
Taking that blade, just do it, Nike
Find God's freebase, I'm hiding my IP (You're crazy)
Motherfucker got a stash just to get on my level and compete
Clear out my cache and I'll do it in one sweep
Cashed the gash for a medal, I just weep
And burn me to ash for meddling, don't cheat
This is just fate, not bravery
I found out why suffering tastes so sweet
This shit ain't love

I faked every moment
I thought I was so much better than that
I bet you don't think it would do me like that, uh
Decay and erosion
I'm jaded and no one's watching my back
Bitch, don't think you could do me like that, uh
I can't let it leave, I can't let it go
Can't heave myself off the pedestal
I know I needed to let you know
But I ain't never tried to speak with my chest before
But in episode two find a Liberty Cap
Go straight home make the bitter tea tap
Then God said, "Link make a suicide pact, uh"
Bitch, don't think you can do me like that, I'm gone

The fleece all on me as soon as the leaves fell
The road so bumpy, don't got a seatbelt
The coast so clear but I wouldn't seek help
You taught me some compassion while packing a bowl
I was peeking through the glass in the back of the show
You put me on track, I won't slack anymore
Now I'm moving way past irrational
I said ain't it funny?
Got stung by a honeybee
It fell right in front of me
And if I knew well
Maybe I'll learn my lesson
Maybe I'll earn perspective
Maybe I'll take a second chance to slam the door to Hell

So I, I, I've been looking in the past for the reason, the devil inside me
Vision go black, blood, letting in white heat
Ambition apply more pressure than my peak
Decisions align, I been ready to dive deep
If this is the time, just cut out the IV
Taking that blade, just do it, Nike
Find God's freebase, I'm hiding my IP
Motherfucker got a stash just to get on my level and compete
Clear all my cache, and I'll do it in one sweep, yeah
Fear my wrath, full metal, I'm OP
And burn me to ash for metal and don't cheat
This is just fate, not bravery
I found out why suffering tastes so sweet
This shit ain't love, don't pray for me

I faked every moment, I thought I was so much better than that
I bet you don't think you would do me like that, uh
My brain decomposing
They're playing a grown man, I'm closing this app
Bitch, don't think you could do me like that, uh
Decay and erosion
I'm jaded and no one's watching my back
Pussy, don't think you can do me like that, uh
So I'm taking the potion
I'm breaking the code with a chemical hack
I bet you don't think I could do it like that
I'm gone (You have failed the mission)
(Go home and never come back)

She said, "Homie, get a grip", I said, "I'll sleep on it"
My preponent is a pad, get a peep of it
Each summer I get happy, 'cause I leave my home
I be running from my past, it won't leave me 'lone
Sometimes I wanna get off of the seesaw
Sometimes I really wish I had amnesia
If you breathe love miss me with my weak lungs
If I want a honey, know I'm gonna be stung
At least once, so you know I gotta keep strung high
With a hunched back and a tough guy guise
I miss those days, I would touch their thigh
Saying, "It's okay" to convince myself of it (Convince myself)
All I can do is put the pen to the pad
They stare at my pattern

The shadows are watching
Masters of the shadows
They're watching, they're following us
They're chasing us, can you see them?
Because you can't see it don't mean that it don't exist
Can you see the shadows? They're in the trees
You are now in a state of suspended animation
Magic, mm
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