Somewhere Between

(album: Sidelines - 2018)

Yeah, yo, yo, yo, yo

What happened to reality?
I got lost on the way home
But we could fight for it now
Or we could let it all go
What happened to reality?
I got lost on the way home
We could fight for it now
Or we could let it all go

Pick your movement
I'm somewhere between discipline and disillusion
Told Fred that it's time we get a W
Yeah, I'm getting real sick of losing
In two weeks I've got another tour
Feels like I'm knocking on the door
But I'm not really sure
'Cause I might jump on stage and perform to an empty room
With nobody on the floor
I know I can't force it
At the same time though I can't forfeit
Really I just wanna follow god's plan
Yeah, I'm like Drake at his poorest
I just remortgaged, trying to make the money work for me
Like, that's what I've been afforded
Yeah, I know this tour's boring
But that don't mean that it's not important
I'm speaking with god on the phone
Went from boys to men now we're grown
Yeah we seen highs, yeah we seen lows
I got love for my bro, let it be known
But honestly though

What happened to reality?
I got lost on the way home
We could fight for it now
Or we could let it all go
What happened to reality?
I got lost on the way home
We could fight for it now
Or we could let it all go

I'm scared of not achieving
Pray daily, I'm scared of not believing
Yeah, my fears keep me from sleeping
I've had enough of staring at the ceiling
Yeah, having nightmares and I'm falling
Yeah, but [?] said I've got a calling
Yeah, so don't miss what you're here for
Somewhere between half-hearted and all in
Somewhere between locked up and no escape
The devil said it's over, I know it ain't
'Cause even when I feel I'm at my lowest
I dust myself off and I go again
I keep going 'till I can't
'Till the blood stops flowing in my heart
Shine bright like I'm glowing in the dark
And they might say that I'm washed up, well
I didn't drown like Noah in the ark
I got a story to tell
Still in love but I can't call on my girl
Yeah, who woulda thought that I'd fall
Feels like I'm sitting in a cell, well

What happened to reality?
I got lost on the way home
But we could fight for it now
Or we could let it all go
What happened to reality?
I got lost on the way home
We could fight for it now
Or we could let it all go

I feel what you say
I've replayed all the words you've said
I feel what you say
I've replayed all the words you've said
What happened to reality?
Got lost on the way home
We could fight for it now
Or we could let it go