Body

(album: Ultrapure - 2023)

Sleeping in parking lots
And missing all my friends a lot
Remembering what I forgot when I was a kid
Shake the dust and breaking in
Defining all my innocence
And wondering aloud if I will do this again

But it seems
The closest that I'll ever be
Is when I let the world fall around me

Someday, my body will be
Just a body
And a big white light before me
Lets me know these days will end
But I got today
And the only plan I've made
Is to love like I might never get to love someone again

(Again)

I'm taking lots of reckless drives
To ease the edge of reckless minds
I never thought that I would feel this close to myself
Laughing so I wouldn't cry
And crying 'cause I don't know why
But feeling every feeling always seems to help

And it seems
The closest that I come to free
Is when I let the world fall around me

Someday, my body will be
Just a body
And a big white light before me
Lets me know these days will end
But I got today
And the only plans I've made
Are to love like I might never get to love someone again