Find Me 2

(album: Harlan & Alondra - 2018)

When I close my eyes, then I free myself
No matter where I'm at, I just be myself
I can't see myself, I can't see myself
I can't see myself, I can't see myself
Yeah, shit
First I break it down, then I roll it up, yeah
Then I light it up, now I'm smoking again
Take a little puff, then I breathe it all, in (shit)
Pray father forgive, everyday I'm sinnin
Take it to the end, this just the beginning
Yeah
Shit I haven't seen yet
Shit, I can't see myself yet
[?] you nigga yet
Shit
Get some for my city, yeah
Holla if ya hear me, yeah
Sing

Yo
If it wasn't for my reflection, I would be forever guessing
Swear I got a billion questions
The essence of adolescence is purity
The homie told me "sacrifices come wit' maturity"
And it's clear to me now
Rest in peace to those not here wit' me now
If my granny saw this day, would shed a tear for me now
If my uncle saw this day, would come and give me a pound
Like "damn nephew, you really did that shit, wow"
Take a look around, I'm coming from a town that most people don't make it out
Shit that I think about, the people I hang around
The things that I've seen that influenced me since a little child
It's tripping me out
I mean, who can I be? Other than me (nobody)
Shit, what would I do if I was you? (no clue)
Man, where'd I come from? Where do I go?
Mirror, mirror on the wall, let a nigga know
Cause

I can't see myself, I can't see myself
When I close my eyes, then I free myself
No matter where I'm at, I just be myself yeah, yeah
(Come find me) I can't see myself, I can't see myself
When I'm all alone (I just wanna feel loved)
I don't need no help, I believe myself (yeah)
Smoking and drinking all by myself
Hoping and wishing I find myself (come find me)
Lord willing we won't die tonight, we gon' fly tonight

Yeah
Okay I'm sitting here, trying think of the exact words for me to explain to you
That it is what it is and that's what it's gon' be
Ain't no changing me (nope)
Ain't no maybes and no probablys, I gotta be (myself)
That's what it has to be, I'm happily, gladly, gradually
Changing reality for my family
They proud of me
Could've, never imagined or fathomed things that had happend
The good, the bad, and the tragic
The happy moments, the sad ones, the classics
My first time in Miami
Pharrell had me out on Collins Ave
The studio rapping
The last nigga signed to Star Trek, might get that shit tatted
And then we shriveled up the contract, and still keep in contact
We beyond all that bullshit and that nonsense
And besides that
I ain't getting that time back
Niggas know where my heart's at
I just gotta move on, shit
Gotta get my own, shit
So I pray with all my might
I walk by faith, and not by sight
Because

I can't see myself, I can't see myself, yeah
I can't see myself, I can't see myself
When I close my eyes, then I free myself