Terrified

(album: I Love You, You're The Worst - 2020)

Every day I wake up in the seam
Somewhere in the middle between
Screaming out in ecstasy
I'm breaking down in misery
And even though I'm trying my best
I'm a little out of my depth
Freak out at the smallest things
Scared of fucking everything

And they say that I
Should enjoy the ride
But I'm terrified

When I gotta be honest, be honest
I'm terrified
Don't know if I've ever, I've never
Been up this high
And I'm trying, but I'm lying
When I say I'm fine
I'm putting my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,
I'm terrified"

Terrified
I'm terrified

Now I'm even scared of my bed
Don't wanna be alone with my head
Dreaming up a tragedy
Solo time is bad for me
So I end up getting all drunk
Till I don't even know what I've done
Pour me up another, please
Poison my anxieties

And they say that I
Should enjoy the ride
But I'm terrified

When I gotta be honest, be honest
I'm terrified
Don't know if I've ever, I've never
Been up this high
And I'm trying, but I'm lying
When I say I'm fine
I'm putting my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,
I'm terrified"

Terrified
I'm terrified
I'm putting my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,
I'm terrified"

And they say that I
Should enjoy the ride
Losing my mind
And I don't know why, I
But I'm terrified

When I gotta be honest, be honest
I'm terrified
Don't know if I've ever, I've never
Been up this high
And I'm trying, but I'm lying
When I say I'm fine
I'm putting my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,
I'm terrified"

Terrified
I'm terrified
I'm putting my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,
I'm terrified"