Hard To Let You Go / Voicemail

(album: WATCHING YOU CRY - 2022)

Lately I been trying not to drink
'Cause every time I start I don't know how to stop it
I've been overthinking everything
Worrying 'bout other people far too often

I just need to learn to love myself if your love is not an option
Every chance I get, fill my body up with toxins
Waiting by my phone, just hoping that one day you'll call me, you'll call me

Staring at my demons and ghosts, I wish you'd come home
Wondering if I was enough, it hurts that you're gone
I could fucking focus with you by my side
Hate having to wake up in pain every time
And every night I sleep alone, I think of ya
You make it hard to let you go

I don't wanna give it up
Baby tell me what you want
Give me one more chance to show you that
I promise that I'm not gonna make you cry again
Everything was different then
Give me one more chance to show you you can trust me

Babe I swear this time I know it's all or nothing
Saw my life with you don't leave me like it's nothing
Swim through shark-infested waters for your loving, 'cause I love it

Staring at my demons and ghosts, I wish you'd come home
Wondering if I was enough, it hurts that you're gone
I could fucking focus with you by my side
Hate having to wake up in pain every time
And every night I sleep alone, I think of ya
You make it hard to let you go

You make it hard to let you go
You make it hard to let you go oh
Let you go
Hard to let you go yeah yeah