Careless.anxious.neurotic.Tired

(album: Change Of Plans - 2021)

How does it feel when you finally know?
Rewrote the history, made it up as we go
Shot and missed who was I fooling
Read the list who was I choosing
Don't contemplate before you medicate
You'll feel whole again one day
Reminisce, no hesitating
Total bliss, intoxicating

I always knew that I would lose you

Thinking about you when
You're thinking about me and
Thinking about you and
Thinking about leaving
I'm sick of every single night
Wondering if what I said was right
Thinking about you and
Thinking about leaving

How does it feel when you first wake up?
The bond we had I guess was not enough
Just erase another lover
Filled the space now with another

I always knew that I would lose you

Thinking about you when
You're thinking about me and
Thinking about you and
Thinking about leaving
I'm sick of every single night
Wondering if what I said was right
Thinking about you and
Thinking about leaving

And it is both a blessing and a curse
Feel it all at once then back in reverse
I didn't know, I wasn't ready
Felt the love fall around us like confetti
You took a shot, a warning sign
Told me everything I knew would fall apart in time
If it gets too heavy, don't let it in
Just end the story and start again

I always knew that I would lose you
I never thought that I would choose to

Thinking about you when
You're thinking about me and
Thinking about you and
Thinking about leaving
I'm sick of every single night
Wondering if what I said was right
I'm sick of every single night
Wondering if what I said was right