How To Luv Me

(album: Northend Sweetheart - 2021)

I used to be ecstatic
Now if you look through my eyes, all you'd see is static
I don't mean to sound dramatic
But when the money leaves, so does love, it's automatic
There's a curtain, I see past it
I liked the world better when I still believed the magic, man
I used to imagine
Winning with my friends, but they fell victims to the habits
Now the only thing that matters
I finally understanding it ain't my fault that it happened
Only reason that I'm blabbing
Is 'cause I want you there for me when I'm finally there for me

Would you love me if I told you that I don't know how to love me?
If I told you that I've never gotten close to anybody?
Would you give me time, time, while I figure me out? (Out)
Or would you rather get rid of me now?
Would you love me if I told you I don't know how to love me?

Oh, I feel hysteric
Afraid I won't get to enjoy my life before I perish
So, I flew out to Paris
Just to daydream about home out on the terrace
I've been dangling these carrots
Motivated by the things that don't have any merit
Once I get it, I'll be cherished
I know that it's wrong, but I repeat it like a parrot
Maybe I am just embarrassed
'Cause if I wasn't busy, I'd be lonely, that's apparent
Only reason that I'm sharing
Is 'cause I want you there for me when I'm finally there for me

Would you love me if I told you that I don't know how to love me?
If I told you that I've never gotten close to anybody?
Would you give me time, time, while I figure me out? (Out)
Or would you rather get rid of me now?
Would you love me if I told you I don't know how to love me?

(All alone with me)
Would you love me if I told you that I don't know how to love me?
If I told you that I've never gotten close to anybody?
Would you give me time, time, while I figure me out?
Or would you rather get rid of me now?
Would you love me if I told you I don't know how to love me?