rock bottom

Another night I stayed in again
My summer days turned to winter
I pushed myself over the edge
And now I just wanna get better

How come I woke up
On the wrong side of the bed again?
I keep on building
A wall between all my friends
Stuck in my head
I'm stuck in the in-between
Blaming the world when
I should blame me

I'm getting too comfortable
Sitting at rock bottom
I'm trying to gain control
Waiting for my problems
To fix themselves
I wish that I'd wake up
Be like everyone else
And I would be enough
But I'm getting too comfortable
Sitting at rock bottom

Another night I went out again
Chasing my fears with the bottle
I swore that I would get a grip
But it's getting harder and harder

How come I woke up
On the wrong side of the bed again?
I keep ignoring
How broken I really am
Stuck in my head
I'm stuck in the in-between
Blaming the world when
I should blame me

I'm getting too comfortable
Sitting at rock bottom
I'm trying to gain control
Waiting for my problems
To fix themselves
I wish that I'd wake up
Be like everyone else
And I would be enough
But I'm getting too comfortable
Sitting at rock bottom