he'll never know

(album: scared to go to sleep - 2022)

You made me feel like us never talking was part of the deal
Yeah you made me feel like fucking to tv was something so real
And you made me hate myself for the first time like I had to change
I didn't see that something was wrong 'til somebody found me

And he'll never know me like you did
He'll never know me like you did

'Cause it doesn't hurt when I'm out his driveway and on my way home
I don't wake up in his bed in a panic like I have to go
And just when I thought that I was a lost cause what I couldn't see
Was the universe doing what it does bringing him to me

Oh he'll never know me like you did
He'll never know me like you did
He'll never know me like you did
He'll never know me like you did

He'll never know that self-conscious girl
That didn't know better, didn't know better
He'll never know that wreck of a girl
That didn't know better, didn't know better
He'll never know, 'cause he'll never be
Anything like what you did to me
He'll never know that broken down girl
That didn't know better, didn't know better
Didn't know better than you