till the day i ___ (Deluxe Edition Bonus Track)

(album: scared to go to sleep - 2022)

There's nights I don't remember
Passed out on someone else's couch
And pictures on the internet
Wish I could pay to get them taken down

I crack a beer with someone
Who's old enough to be my dad
Cause he holds all the power
To give me all the shit I'll never have

I threw up my dinner
Fuck, no, did I even eat dinner?
The industry's a chokehold
Dyson vacuum sucking up my soul
Can't see straight or think right
I look down in my bathroom sink
Further in my mind

Will I do this til the day I die? (die, die)
All to be a diamond in the sky? (sky, sky)
Will I do this til the day I

Spill my guts away to strangers
And drain my empty bank account
I'm tired and my brain hurts
But everybody else is going out

Shoot back more liquor
Make the world feel a little less bigger
Like living in a fishbowl
Dyson vacuum sucking up my soul

Can't see straight or think right
I look down in my bathroom sink
Further in my mind

Will I do this til the day I die? (die, die)
All to be a diamond in the sky? (sky, sky)
Will I do this til the day I die

I feel like I'm dying
But at least I'm trying at least I'm trying
All to be a diamond in the sky
I feel like I'm dying
But at least I'm trying
At least I'm trying
Will I do this til the day I

I feel like I'm dying
But at least I'm trying at least I'm trying
All to be a diamond in the sky?
I feel like I'm dying
But at least I'm trying
At least I'm trying
Will I do this til the day I