Not Settling Yet

(album: Untitled Mixtape - 2023)

I walk this road again
I wanna see the places I can go
The sun keeps shining in through the windows in my room
And I love all the way but my heart, it always breaks
I'm the one who got away
Then the water fills my mood

But every wildflower needs the rain to grow up
I need the space to plant my roots
How far am I away?
Cause I'm fine not settling yet

I'm not giving up
I'm not settling down, down
Down, down
Cause I've had enough
I'm so sick of feeling down, down
Down, down

I have my friends to blame for every waking hour I'm alive
I'll never be alone again but my heart can feel so bruised
So I love all the way and I live every day like the last
But promise me that the memories pierce right through

Cause every wildflower needs the rain to grow up
I need the space to plant my roots
How far am I away?
Cause I'm fine not settling yet

I'm not giving up
I'm not settling down, down
Down, down
Cause I've had enough
I'm so sick of feeling down, down
Down, down

It's hard to speak so many words unspoken
Twisted tongues tie the noose hanging loose from my skull
I left it all
Hard to fall
I'm under water again
Troubled bridge rotting out
Drown out the sound of my name

I'm not giving up
I have had enough