Things I Could Have Said

(album: This Isn't Even My Final Form - 2022)

Wish I could let go
I can't disconnect though
Feel like there's demons in my head
Voices that echo
I stroll through meadow
Filled up with things that I could have said

I been all 'round the globe tryna know ya
(I been all 'round the globe tryna know ya)

Things just ain't the same in California
(Things just ain't the same in California)

Left a piece of myself back in Florida
(Left a piece of myself back in Florida)

Fall asleep then I fall into euphoria
(Fall asleep then I fall into euphoria)

When you showed yourself to me in the form of a bird
Then you left like the first time without a word
On a nimbus cloud floating over the earth
Jumping off of here, I been so on the verge

Lost so much of me when my pops died
I been to hell and back a thousand times
I caught a plane out to the other side
And it still feel the same I'm caught in this rain
Wish I could let go
I can't disconnect though
Feel like there's demons in my head
Voices that echo
I stroll through meadow
Filled up with things that I could have said

I'm missing what I love the most
You left me without a hope
Caught in a crack in the road
Trampling over a rose
No wonder why it never grows
It was too much of the lows to think they'd elevate me
Life comes in ways you can't see
Brought me back to childhood times
Let it go and left it on me
If the pain was meant for me to find
Why would I be asked to set free
The pieces what made me complete
I thank god for everything cause...

When you show yourself to me in the form of a bird
Then you left like the first time without a word
On a nimbus cloud floating over the earth
Jumping off of here, I been so on the verge

Lost so much of me when my pops died
I been to hell and back a thousand times
I caught a plane out to the other side
And it still feel the same I'm caught in this rain
Wish I could let go
I can't disconnect though
Feel like there's demons in my head
(Demons in my head)
Voices that echo
I stroll through meadow
Filled up with things that I could have said
(Things that I could have said)

I been all 'round the globe tryna know ya
(I been all 'round the globe tryna know ya)

Things just ain't the same in California
(Things just ain't the same in California)

Left a piece of myself back in Florida
(Left a piece of myself back in Florida)

Fall asleep then I fall into euphoria
(Fall asleep then I fall into euphoria)