Dream About You

(album: Special - 2021)

Laying in a bed with somebody else
Hoping if my head's on his chest
It will keep my mind off you
I feel like a creep, watch him when he sleeps
Holding on to me, should I leave?
I just pray he won't come too
Scared that he'll fall, I don't want him to
Scared that I'll do what I did to you
Damn, I never guessed you'd be such a mess
While I'm getting rest with my dress
On the floor of his bedroom

I cried
Just a little, just a little
And you'll be fine
In just a little more time

Oh my, oh my
Who knew that I would be such a good bad guy?
'Cause I spent every night so paranoid about you leaving
But I'm the one who left you bleeding
I used to dream about you
Now I don't dream about you

Already moving on, didn't take me long
Friends all call me strong, are they wrong?
'Cause your friends say I'm a bitch
They have a point, I'm tryna fill a void
So I'll kiss another boy, wake up in another situation
Here I go again, in over my head
I left you for dead
I wish I could say I wasn't okay
And maybe one day we'll be friends

I cried
Just a little, just a little
And you'll be fine
In just a little more time

Oh my, oh my
Who knew that I would be such a good bad guy?
'Cause I spent every night so paranoid about you leaving
But I'm the one who left you bleeding
I used to dream about you
Now I don't dream about you