Hard To Believe

(album: Young Enough - 2019)

I'm kissing everything that moves
I'm kissing anything that takes me far away from you
But I would rather eat than starve
I would rather kiss you hard
It's not right, it's not right, it's not right to even think about

I find it hard to believe in
I'm wide awake, he's asleep and
I can't accept that you're leaving
I can't pretend that I need it
Each night I fall to the feeling
I pray you don't really mean it
Bright light you finally see it
I find it hard to believe in

Cause I could never get in, and I could never get back

I know you like the way it sounds aloud
To profess from the depths of one so complicated mind
Can't get right
One more last time
Tomorrow is coming, it's always so ugly
Tomorrow is coming, I know you don't love me

I find it hard to believe in
I'm wide awake, he's asleep and
I can't accept that you're leaving
I can't pretend that I need it
Each night I fall to the feeling
I pray you don't really mean it
Bright light you finally see it
I find it hard to believe in

All the proof, fake window to your room
Forfeiting everything that's left behind of you
Against my will to choose
Your parent's house I knew it
Give me everything that's left behind of you
I'm kissing

I find it hard to believe in
I'm wide awake, he's asleep and
I can't accept that you're leaving
I can't pretend that I need it
Each night I fall to the feeling
I pray you don't really mean it
Bright light you finally see it
I find it hard to believe in