Reason

(album: Nothing Matters Anymore. - 2020)

I never felt alive before
Caught up in my mind, I've been dying slow, woah
One day I just got to know
Why I'm here and what the fuck am I hiding for? Like

Uh
Don't let them get through to you
Stay true and you will find
The reason you stay up at night, like woah

You know how it goes
Voices in my head, yeah, they always do the most
I swear, I know, I don't got a home
And even if I did, I'd pro'lly run away alone
I swear right now, nothing matters
I've been getting so high that it feel like we on Saturn
Fucking with these bitches, yeah, that's one hell of a pattern
And time is all that exists, I ain't into moving backwards

I've been shooting for these constellations
But the money talking like a conversation
When these bitches 'round me, I just want 'em naked
I spend every single day just contemplating
What's right? What's wrong?
My life, this song, can't die, 'cause I'm too strong
Every now and then I wanna give up, but
I just know I gotta keep my head up, yeah, yeah, yeah

Uh
Don't let them get through to you
Stay true and you will find
The reason you stay up at night, like woah

(Shit been getting old)
Tryna find myself but the world getting cold
My dear, I know, that's just how it goes
Hate me when I'm here but pro'lly miss me when I'm gone
I swear right now, man it's [?]
And I got my nightmares on replay
Twenty-four seven
And they talking 'bout me, I'mma let 'em
I'm just happy I ain't who did mad shit
Maybe one day they gon' get the message, yeah

Uh
Don't let them get through to you
Stay true and you will find
The reason you stay up at night, like woah

I never felt alive before
Caught up in my mind, I've been dying slow, woah
One day I just got to know
Why I'm here and what the fuck am I hiding for? Like