I'm Fine

(album: Psycho Therapy - 2020)

My Momma called me
She asked me how I'm feeling
I said I'm fine, high hopes, minds above the ceiling
But then I hide, petrified, from my fucking demons
I gotta lie when she call, cause she don't need to hear it
She got problems too
Yea

She got problems too, mortgage overdue
Whatcha gonna do
Husbands getting mad, son is getting sad, daughter struggles too
Tell me something new, this ain't nothing new
Lost your father, and your little brother too
Now a sentence getting difficult to keep asking god to sing a different tune
And I know
It prolly getting hard to be a parent now
Caring bout
Someone who don't love themselves or a care about
Getting help
Rather grab a beat, and then I air it out
Open up the window to my soul, and see me staring out

My father text me
He asked me how I'm feeling
I said I'm fine, high hopes, minds above the ceiling
But then I hide, petrified, from my fucking demons
I gotta lie when he texts, cause he don't need to hear it
He been dealing with a lot of things
Bone spurs, and the muscle pains
Show me one person, who ignore the hurting
Got back to work in his fucking name
She the only one, the only one
Support your wife, and you support your mom
Support your daughter, you support your father
You support the artist that is in your son
But I know
Its prolly getting harder cause you're feeling down
Being 'round, doctors every week and prolly freaking out
Need to shout
Cause your back is shooting pain, and we can tell
Even though you're not the kinda guy that say he need some help

My sister saw me
She asked me how I'm feeling
I said I'm fine, high hopes, minds above the ceiling
But then I hide, petrified, from my fucking demons
I gotta lie when she see me, she don't need to hear it
Why the fuck it always had to be
People talking bout my family
Another rumor spreading, like a flu pandemic
About my sister Kaylie
And they casually keep talking bout it
Spread the news
Tell your friends about the shit she do
Like its your business
Fucking goof
You gon' bully someone till they in the noose
And I know
It's prolly getting harder, when you hearing bout
People out there, talking bout you with the meanest mouth
Seek me out
Ima beat they ass if they speak about
You and what you do inside your life
Until there bleeding out

My reflection see me
I ask me how I'm feeling
I said I'm fine, high hopes, minds above the ceiling
But then I hide, petrified, from my fucking demons
I gotta lie when I ask cause I don't need to hear it