Bad Choices

(album: July Madness! - 2020)

Man I made some bad choices
And I wish I could take them back
But I think it's pointless
'Cause I know that I'm stuck with that
'Cause I made some bad choices
And I know I can't take them back
I just wish the choices
I made never made me bad
I made some bad choices

Lately I been feeling voiceless
Contemplating life like "What the fuck the point is?"
Like "Is God real or is all of thins pointles?
Does free will exist or am I just choiceless?"
Got me thinking is destiny real?
She the bitch we call life when we hate how it feels?
Everything's for a reason what's the reason and deal?
Homie asking you about it we still trapped in the wheel
'Cause even if I figured out all the truth in it
I'd be lost and confused what to do with it
What's endgame how do we live?
Nah we ain't in control

I prolly made some bad choices
And I put the blame on that
But I think it's pointless
'Cause I know that I'm stuck with that
'Cause I made some bad choices
And I know I can't take them back
I just wish the choices
That I made never made me bad
I made some bad choices

I made in the past that's the past tho
But that ain't changing the fact I'm a asshole
Did drugs got clean and relapsed so
People judge me I'm labelled to that road
I was addicted and you are too
The only difference is I'd never hate on you
You hail gossip like a storm when you hate my view
But you complaining 'bout a cloud when it rains on you
It never made sense but it's okay
Made a choice now you back to your old ways
Finally caught up to yourself as a perosn
But I don't judge you at all

'Cause we've all made choices
And I don't think it makes you bad
But I think it's pointless
'Cause I know that I'm stuck with that
'Cause I made some bad choices
And I know I can't take them back
I just wish the choices
That I made never made me mad
I made some bad choices