Going Crazy

I've been gone for a while now
(Was) In a funk but I climbed out
(Cause) I realized that I'm limited on time
So I put them dark thoughts in the corner like a time out
Ya'll be saying that I died down?
(Nah!)
Not a chance, I'm alive now
(But)
I see my life being written in the lines and I couldn't seem to stand it anymore so I lied down
So why am I here?
I feel like my art is so far from apparent
I'm trapped in my zone to fight for success and give back to my parents
But when I'm alone I feel like I'm setting myself up for failure
Stuck in my home
Anxiety piling 'til dying's a favor
I am the savior
Hiding from labor
Piling my paper by rhyming with flavor
All of my haters fall and then cater
Saying I'm colder than climbing a glacier
Quiet and made to spit
'Cause I know that I'm so divine
And my flow upholds to the goals of a soul going ghost when I wrote these lines
I, can't live luxurious
I'm too real and I'm too broke
But I back down from these contracts that they offer me with no loop holes
I'm too dope to be held down
Stomped on and made lose hope
So fuck the game and fuck the fame
I'ma make my tunes and keep doing so

Took a break from the fame and they say that I'm getting lazy
'Cause I can't just slave everyday or else it would break me
So I run around with my finger up yelling "Ya'll don't phase me"
But deep inside in my mind I'm going crazy

Took a break from the fame and they say that I'm getting lazy
'Cause I can't just slave everyday or else it would break me
So I run around with my finger up yelling "Ya'll don't phase me"
But deep inside in my mind I'm going crazy

So you got a couple hundreds and you're flaunting it
Stop acting like you got them chips
Drop that shit, you a God damn bitch
'Cause you claim you get that money but you're not that rich
Talk that shit little hot head prick
You got one hit and it's moderate
You the opposite of an optimist
'Cause if you got blessed you would block your bliss
No pot to piss and my piss stains
Suddenly I feel I'm dismayed
'Cause I wonder why I've been undermined in the rap game when their shit's fake
I seen it all as an escape
But then it turned to a mistake
'Cause now my life has went and found the light for the whole world to go invade
Like the trojan horse against Romans (hide)
Or the German force against Polands (nein)
Either way they're gonna breach the gate
Then try to seal my fate when I'm broken
(I) been around the game and I seen the fakest
Rappers acting like they are the greatest
But drop a track and every rap is basic
And these others rappers jack it like it's masturbation
I'll act like Jason, smash their face in
Grab their track and then attack the pages
Smacking Satan with a track I made him
'Cause I mastered rapping like math to Asians

So who the hell are you to try and tell me
That I'll need more than fucking music just to help me?

Took a break from the fame and they say that I'm getting lazy
'Cause I can't just slave everyday or else it would break me
So I run around with my finger up yelling "Ya'll don't phase me"
But deep inside in my mind I'm going crazy

Took a break from the fame and they say that I'm getting lazy
'Cause I can't just slave everyday or else it would break me
So I run around with my finger up yelling "Ya'll don't phase me"
But deep inside in my mind I'm going crazy