Memento Mori

(album: Idealism - 2020)

I hate all of our memories
All I cannot unsee
Yet, I'm calm out at sea
Still you wish to drown me

No, you can't take me down that easy
Just know I'm not under your press
Why the fuck you gotta need me?
I'm glad you left

Love, you said you were never gunna hurt me
(Spit in my eyes)
You said you were never gunna leave me
(I'm there inside)
You said you were always gunna love me
(Swallow your pride)
I hope you hurt to see me living again

You snuck up cleverly
Tore my soul at the seam
I wonder where I'd be
If I had not the key

No, you can't take me down that easy
Just know I'm not under your press
Why the fuck you gotta need me?
I'm glad you left

Love, you said you were never gunna hurt me
(Spit in my eyes)
You said you were never gunna leave me
(I'm there inside)
You said you were always gunna love me
(Swallow your pride)
I hope you hurt to see me living again

A mind so flawed
Every day the hazy maze became my full-time job
People say the disarray is a hopeless cause
Matter of fact motherfucker that's your own façade
Perception correction will deflect depression
Take lessons on inner reflection progression
Then question your drama affected suggestions
That's where you'll re-wire your trauma's inception
I'm breaking in Bonnie and Clyde style and saving it
Taking back the life that I lost
Calling this my holy script
I'm missing some sort of signs
I'm a driving lunatic
With a meditational mind time is all mine to knit the stitch
Trapped inside my head a year ago felt like a purgatory
The bright side is now I don't fight with my memento mori
All I want in this life is to live and play my tunes
And the family and friends I'll never let go of too