Blessing

(I been looking for a blessing)

Running from the devil but he too fast
Mama probably think I'm moving too fast
I been tryna wash my sins, I need a new rag
Don't fuck with feds but I be right there where the blues at
Demons wanna kill me in my sleep
Talk to God but he ain't answer, I ain't prayed in some weeks
I feel like it's too late for me to get up on my knees
But God, if you hear me now could you come and help me please

My mind gone, my soul angry and my heart froze
Don't put my feelings run the court but I guard those
New niggas say we friends but I don't trust those
Ain't no way she get my time cause I don't cuff hoes
I shoulda been put up a poster cause my heart gone
She was dancing on me but she felt the wrong pole
Even at the red light I'm gone be on go
Don't ask me if I'm good, bitch, I don't know

I been looking for a blessing
I been looking for a blessing
I been looking for a blessing
Say my name to the reverend

I been looking for a blessing
I been looking for a blessing
I been looking for a blessing
Say my name to the reverend

I been looking for a blessing
Even though I gave up school I learned my lesson
Why they say the money evil? That's my best friend
I put all my pain up in these sessions
I been tryna hide the pain like it's wanted
No that ain't my bitch I just had her for moment
Cause she ain't finna help me with the way I deal with torment
Life can get way deeper than the ocean

My dawg ain't got a phone but he wake up in a cell
Even tho they put em in that water he been doing well
And he don't fuck with niggas but them bitches send em mail
While I hit I pull her tracks but when I leave I don't leave a trail
So much pain on my heart and I ain't tryna let it show
I know they see it in my eyes but I act like I don't know
Talking bout' she done with me so I let her go
Baby, I can't be your angel with these demons in my soul

I been looking for a blessing
I been looking for a blessing
I been looking for a blessing
Say my name to the reverend

I been looking for a blessing
I been looking for a blessing
I been looking for a blessing
Say my name to the reverend