ex girlfriends

(album: modern dating and heartbreak - 2021)

Sigh
I thought it'd be different but
I guess not

Girl I'm so bad for you
And you were so bad for me
Oh I know your past girl ooh
Oh you should have passed on me
Girl you know what you said last night?
When you were off the alcohol
Stumbling down the fucking hall
You said you want it all
But we're already more than friends
What more you want girl
'Cause we're already more than friends?
But fuck it
I trusted you with love girl
I held you higher up but look what you've become girl
All this time swear I thought you were the one girl
Didn't know that you would make me fucking numb girl

I'm so tired
I'm so sick
I'm so tired
Of all this shit
I'm so tired
I'm so sick
I'm so tired
Of all this shit that I'm dealing with

But it's my fault
I thought that you could take it
But you couldn't take the fall
Melancholy girl
So quick to fall in love
Especially when you're broken
And feel you're not enough
No

I been on my own
On my own
Baby girl you gotta go
It's been so long
Been so long
You can't fathom what I know
I'm overgrown
You're alone
Sent your address to my phone
But you know
Yea you know
That I'm never going home with you I'm
Tryna think what you could say about me
Behind my back fuck you really shouldn't play around
Keep my **** up out your mouth when you talk about me
'Cause I been grinding way too long for you too take me down
Ain't no revenge better than the girl I'm sleeping with
Got this pretty baby in my bed can't wait to go and get
And I got this model in my head I been trying with
Take your petty shit I'll never ask you who you're sleeping with
I don't give a fuck bitch
I don't give a fuck about anything with you
Let you go
Take that baggage that you carrying with you
Yea I know
You been checking all my posts now that's a low
Overblown
I'ma float
I'ma float

I'm so tired
I'm so sick
I'm so tired
Of all this shit
I'm so tired
I'm so sick
I'm so tired
Of all this shit that I'm dealing with

Roll solo
Pull off in a hearse
Throat broken down
Dragging feeling worse
Terse words choking at the seams
Damn this shit ain't really what it seems
Saddened broken hearted girl I parted ways
Hardened by the tears started down your face
Dark circles lay beneath my eyes
Baby tell me how could you lie