Won't Be The Same

I wish you could have seen me
When you left me high and dry
But I'm just too fucking proud
To let you see me cry
And now that it's over
All I want to say
Is if we meet again
It won't be the same

Six shots of this liquor I'm catching a buzz
Want to forget about it, happily laughing it up
Like there was never anything that I could have done
I'm a sucker for love, but I'm a fucker for sucking this much

At keeping track of the way that I handle it
Damagine you wasn't my intention I'm rambling
Damn it why can't I be straight with you for once
I just can't take it this is making me crazy I know I must

Get on with my life, I'm right where you ought'a be
Right here by my side, loving me and there's gotta be
A reason, that you were gone in a flash
I wanted her back but now I don't know how to react

Like damn, how selfish can I be?
She's happy with her life and all I'm thinking 'bout is me
I'm backed up in a corner in the wall, and I don't know nothing at all
Anymore cause you were all that I wanted and fucking more
Why you?

I wish you could have seen me
When you left me high and dry
But I'm just too fucking proud
To let you see me cry
And now that it's over
All I wanna say
Is if we meet again it won't be the same

Now I'm brokenhearted, I always think about it
Every fight every night, now that we're divided
It's so whack, it's so clear
I get mad looking back at the years

That you took advantage, what you took for granted
Every little kiss, I wish that we could have planned it
And I don't understand it, and now that you vanished
I'm alone, and I'm cold, and I gotta panic

I feel static every time that I pass
I'm sorry baby but I think about the past
No more laughs, no more plans
You threw it away the minute that you left

You insist that we need time apart
It's so hard to breathe with no heart
With no start, I can't find an end
You fucked it up, we'll never make amends

I wish you could have seen me
When you left me high and dry
But I'm just too fucking proud
To let you see me cry
And now that it's over, I just wanna say
Is if we meet again, it won't be the same

I swear to god, I fucking hate you
But I still love you, it's killing me
To never let you go
It's killing me inside