Derelict

(album: Life // Lost - 2015)

Heretic

Everyday was exactly the same, I was alone in my thoughts as everyone pushed me away
I cried out for help, but no one cared at all
It's not for attention; it's not for a trend
Can someone tell me: will it ever end?

I can't take anymore it's too hard to fucking ignore
Four years a coward but nothing has changed
Give me the chance and I would spit in your fucking face

Who the fuck do you think you are?
Making me believe I'm not the same as you want me to be
I can't take anymore
I'm trying to escape forever, but my sanity is running short
Someone save me cause I can't break free
Four years trapped inside these walls with no hope at all

There's no hope at all
There's no hope
As the years have gone by
Four years a coward I have realized
You're all fucking pathetic
Take off your crowns and just fucking admit it

Can't you see where I am now?
Four years have passed and I'm living a dream
But you're still trapped in your cliques
Embedded in bullshit

I can't fucking breathe
Stop talking about what I really wanted to fucking achieve
Mother, fuck what you think
How do I compete with opinions?
A gat to your teeth, cock back, and I squeeze, bitch
How do I succeed? Must suck being me
Sucks being you tied up to a chair right now about to die with your heart full of greed
Just listen to me. Yo, pull up bitch. You got advice to give when your life is shit?
You ain't wise living a lie. Envious mind, justify why in life you quit
You're miscarriage, misfire, frustrated man with heart full of fire, picking on the people with a dream to aspire
Lights out, bitch. I'mma shine, be quiet