Lonely

(album: THE END OF EVERYTHING - 2020)

I'm slowly killing myself
I'm trying so hard at the back of the shelf
It's just the same every day
I'm writing these songs that will never get played
I can't tell what's wrong and what's right
I don't have a romantic life
And everyone's dying so I keep on trying
To make them proud before they are gone

Oh can't someone help me
Oh please someone help me
I don't care anyone, anything
'Cause I'm so sick of being so
Lonely
Miss all my family
I don't care, anyone, anything
'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely

I'm spending more than I earn
Drink all the time to forget I'm not her
'Cause I go to parties sometimes
And I'll kiss a boy and pretend for the night
'Cause I don't know much about me
I'm still ashamed of who I used to be
So I try way too hard but I still miss the mark
To fit in, fit in

Help me
Oh please someone help me
I don't care anyone, anything
'Cause I'm so sick of being so
Lonely
I miss all my family
I don't care, anyone, anything
'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely

I don't care, anyone, anything
'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely