Why Am I Like This

I'm trapped inside my mind tonight
I wish I was somewhere else
And the knots in my stomach are all so tight
And my nails are too short to untie them
Wave of feelings come over me now
At least then you'll come and go
And I can start all over again
Climbing back up when I feel so low

One of these days you'll see me
Not the me you think I am
You'll see me the way I see myself
And you'll probably turn and run
But if by chance you stick around
And don't mind tiptoeing around my mind
I'll drain you
And you'll leave because you're tired

I spend most time in love
Thinking about how it's going to end
Maybe they'll find somebody else
Or it will be because of something I said
I wonder if there's someone out there
Who has some time that I could borrow
Because I spent all of mine
And I have none left
And I need some to start over
I need some to start over

One of these days you'll see me
Not the me you think I am
You'll see me the way I see myself
And you'll probably turn and run
But if by chance you stick around
And don't mind tiptoeing around my mind
I'll drain you
And you'll leave because you're tired

Why why am I like this?
I don't know why why I'm like this

One of these days you'll see me
Not the me you think I am
You'll see me the way I see myself
And you'll probably turn and run
But if by chance you stick around
And don't mind tiptoeing around my mind
I'll drain you
And you'll leave because you're tired
Oh, honey, I'll drain you
And you'll leave because you're tired