Scared To Talk To You

(album: MY REALITY - 2021)

I'll always remember your parents divorce, you hated your dad
They called you a rebel, really you were just sad
Through all of the drama and the tears from my first boyfriend
The time I fainted from my period pain

Honestly I thought that we were gonna be close forever
So when did it change
Weekend parties, staying up watching videos
Something has shifted
We're just not the same

But I'm scared to talk to you
Thought that we were built to last
Does this fall through over something stupid
We could cut the wounds open
We can't fix what ain't broken
Maybe I should
But I'm scared to talk to you

More than a season, grew up together now we're growing apart
I knew every secret but it feels like you're keeping one
Remember the days when we would play the piano
Singing along to our melodies, now it feels like you're switching keys

Honestly I thought that we were gonna be
Close forever, so when did it change
Can't you see the elephant that's in the room
Are you gonna say something
Does it have a name

Scared to talk to you
Will it do more harm than good
Scared to talk to you
I'm scared to talk to you