My Last Words

What would your last words be?
If someone put a gun to your head
And said you had two minutes before they shoot
Here are mine

Wish I can go and revisit the evil I did through the course of my life
Wish I could go back in time take the wrongs that I did and reverse them to right
Wish I can take all the pain, the hurt, the struggle and keep 'em inside
Wish I can say that I'm sorry to people I broke here before that I die

Wish I can go back in time to my father, I didn't really mean it
Wish I can go tell my mom that I loved her, and all of this money I got I don't need it
Wish I could go to the church and I talked the lord in an effort to conquer my demons
I'm begging and pleading, I'm down on my knees and he's ready to shoot and I'm practical bleeding
So this is my destiny, I finna get death to the G
Somebody please help me, yeah
These are my last words
It's Dax!

Wish I can go back in time to revisit myself just to make me believe
I had these goals and these dreams in my mind, I won't mind that I'll never achieve
All of these gifts and these talents were given by God I was blessed to received
I was too busy worry 'bout bitches and money and all of this shit that you people would think
Needed help with depression, all of my passive aggressions I should've confessed them
I learned my lesson, I didn't get nothing but sadness that fucked over all of my blessings
Fucking perfection
I should have walked on my own and I traveled the common direction, just to be trending
Just to be TRENDING!
Wish I would've not held back
Wish I would've not fell back
Wish I would've helped my dad
Wish I would've fucked that bitch when I had the chance
Wish I would've sold my soul
Just to get fame and all
Should have played basketball
Nigga was masterful
WAIT!
Wish I would have never put my time into those people who never tried to give it to me back
Wish I would have never put my heart into a women that will break it than allow it just to have a second chance
Wish I would have let 'em see what I was really dealing when I still ain't tryna hide it on a motherfucking track
I blow a milli just to prove that I'm a legend in the making just to show them what it looks like when I get it right back
These are my last, my last words

Dear God
I'm not gonna lie, I'mma need your forgiveness
I knew that no one was watching but in my last minute
I now know that you were a witness
So I'm repentant
Now that's it's sinning
Why? Because I need to make it to heaven
Born as a sinner, die as a winner
Period just like the end of a sentence
I swear the devil is watching me
He tried to make me his prodigy
This is my fucking apology
I don't want nothing but honesty
Heaven to hell was just calling me
30 seconds left...
These are my last words...
And to the bitch that broke my heart
I just hope that you can sleep
Knowing every single man you'll meet will never be like me
You can run, you can hide
But you will see me in your dreams
On TV...
It's Dax!

Wish I can go back in time to my father, I didn't really mean it
Wish I can go tell my mom that I loved her, and all of this money I got I don't need it
Wish I could go to the church and I talked to the lord in an effort to conquer my demons
I'm begging and pleading, I'm down on my knees and he's ready to shoot and I'm practical bleeding
So this is my destiny, I finna get death to the G
Somebody please help me, yeah
These are my last words
It's Dax!