Little Blue Pills Pt. 4

(album: Crustfall - 2017)

I wish that I could stay with you
I'm dying having dreams of you
You were a diamond in the rough
Right when the times were getting tough
I swear to fucking God ya saved my life
I was about to give a blowjob to a double barrel
Bloody up a knife
But now at least I have one memory
That doesn't make me suicidal
Needles don't seem quite as present
Alcohol ain't such a bother
Cause now the only high I chase
I'll only catch by getting back to you

Bounced around from town to town
Always settled to rebound
Never found the time to realize what made me happy
Suddenly I'm pushing 80
Heartstrings bent my heart is racing
Just to crash into that abandoned dead end quarry
But at least I felt something to call me lucky
A light that shined so bright just to blind me
Forever will I sing
That I love you

Love is just a breeze
In the middle of a hurricane
Restitch the timeline and I swear that we'd both go insane
Engaged to death got nothing left
But everything will be alright

And I've been told before
I fall in love too easy
But life's too short to beat around the bush believe me
How can ya blame me for knowing what I want
It's been forever since I let myself be vulnerable
And it's terrifying 'cause the years of hatred took their toll
Is it really fucking possible
For once I have a chance to just be happy?

I heard that broken record sing
Between the lines of you and me
Trapped beneath the discourse
Of life's untold tragedies
I gambled hands against my life
Came up short too many times
Awoke to find the ghost of who I was before
Love and Hate, Sadness and Rage
I've learned to find my own sunshine
Through these cloudy fucked up times
The gears are moving forward
To a future calm with less disorder
In this lonesome heart of mine

Love is just a breeze
In the middle of a hurricane
Restitch the timeline and I swear that we'd both go insane
Engaged to death got nothing left
But everything will be alright

When I'm eating pills on a piss stained mattress
(Eating pills on a pissed stained mattress)
Floating on an ocean of empty bottles of booze
(Radio transmitter has turned to static)
In a trashed out room hungover as fuck
(I'm lying awake to a past I can't replace)
And I've lost count of the days
(And I've lost count of the days)
When I'm at my lowest you're always there to pick me up
You're the wind at my sails when I wanna give up
(Staggered through)
You've given me a peace of mind
That once upon a time
(A rough few months to a rough few years)
I never thought I'd find until in silent acquiescence
(A lonesome heart gets buried to grow something brand new)
I did rest my eyes to die but now were together and so alive

Love is just a breeze
In the middle of a hurricane
Restitch the timeline and I swear that we'd both go insane
Engaged to death got nothing left
But everything will be alright

Love is just a breeze
In the middle of a hurricane
Restitch the timeline and I swear that we'd both go insane
Engaged to death got nothing left
But everything will be alright

Everything gon' be okay!