Shame On Me

(album: The Blue Print – Us vs. Them - 2020)

Yeah

You gave me one chance to make it right, I made it worse (Yeah)
Still forgave me, Rollie on your wrist, I made it work
Remember when I was hiding out, you had to pray in church
We had a madness broad day and let that hitty burst
You could probably write a book about me if you're well-observed
Lobster in the [?] I just turn up, table reserved
Louis bags, gold zips to make my lady smile
But we could 'ttempt to cover up the shit I gave you
Wild sleepless nights 'cause I was fucking 'round (Yeah)
We're really on these streets, getting every fucking pound (Pound)
Send five hoes to the nail tech and I pick the colours
Gotta watch 'em take a Plan B in front of me, I don't hit with rubbers (Yeah)
I love my team, I couldn't pick my brothers
We stick together 'cause we pray salah together
Bow down to Allah together
Ramadan comes, we fast together
Break and eat and laugh together
So, sometimes I feel like I don't wanna live but can't kill myself
If you been through what I been through, you'd never feel yourself
I'm tryna take some Percs and lean so I can't feel myself
Nigga like me been so high that I can't feel myself
Mentally unstable criminal, I ain't no role model
I'm reaching for my cup, I'm half asleep, I can't see no bottle
Probably got more machines than they got in the police station
I got a burner in her crib and she a famous well-known model (Ah)
I'm in a Bentley Bentaga, twenty-five on me
I'm doing tweets, I'm doing lives, can't keep their eyes off me
They all deceitful, all despise, want the demise of me
Two bustdowns and both have got the wrong time on 'em

Uh-uh, Lord, forgive me when I lie and doing sins, I really came up from the mud (Mud)
And I really can't communicate with anyone so I be on some drugs (Drugs)
And I told my counselor "Just be patient 'cause I just seen so many stuff"
And I'm a fucked up person, even violate the woman that I love
Uh, said shame on me (Shame)
Yeah, shame on me

Pour another straight one
All I see is fake love
Things that I'm ashamed of
Drug addicts, drug habits
Xanny on my dresser, I'ma take one, take one
My hitter got those bullets, he might spray one, spray some
Rich habits, codeine 'side my cup inside this restaurant
Trap addict, had a whole brick and now the cake's gone
My worker fell asleep, I had to tell him "Wake up"
My other worker only do the re's, he worked his way up
Painkillers 'cause my problems, they ain't justified
My heart broke, I need a fix, I won't let you decide
I feel the pain, I could never let them do it twice
The watch is plain but she's saying that it's really nice

Uh-uh, Lord, forgive me when I lie and doing sins, I really came up from the mud (Mud)
And I really can't communicate with anyone so I be on some drugs (Drugs)
And I told my counselor "Just be patient 'cause I just seen so many stuff"
And I'm a fucked up person, even violate the woman that I love
Uh, said shame on me (Shame)
Shame on me