Wasted

I know you always had a knack of fucking with my head
When I stayed with you all night, and you went home with him instead
I remember when you mother dropped that mirror on the floor
Swear you took all of the bad luck, you got seven years or more
I know it hurt

And I know it hurts
Like that time I drove out to your parents' house
In the early morning hours so you could turn me down
I sometimes wish I never heard all the excuses that you made
I told you how they still affect me to this day

We're ever close, but never close enough
And I was losing hope
Said I'm giving up
I was never gonna be the only one
Yeah I was never gonna be the only one

And you'll wait alone for anyone to come along and pick you up
And I'm not picking up
Clawing back integrity to prove that you were anything but a waste of time
Cause god know you've wasted mine

We're ever close, but never close enough
And I was losing hope
Said I'm giving up
I was never gonna be the only one
Yeah I was never gonna be the only one

And I know it hurt

We're ever close, but never close enough
And I was losing hope
Said I'm giving up
I was never gonna be the only one
Yeah I was never gonna be the only one