this is the reason i haven't killed myself yet

(album: This Is The Reason I Haven't Killed Myself Yet - 2016)

A hundred nights spent too far away
And I can't seem to break away now
It's all the little things
And you're the only thing I need now
I still need you here
Those words you hear don't make it better
You can say you're sorry
But I know that I'm gonna be alone forever

You're the reason I'm still here
You are the reason [?]
You are the reason I miss home
You are the reason every night I'm so alone

Every day, I think about you
And the way you made me feel inside
Every night, I'm feeling lost
Always singing in my thoughts
And every one is about you
It's a difficult process
Complex and it's alright
Girl, I think I'm going home
You're never answering your phone
And I think that it's about time
To go
Yeah