So Cold

(album: The Gift And The Curse - 2013)

[Intro]
Haha people got issues man, you gotta do something about that
You talking about me like, like you fucking know me man
Like it's funny man I go to sleep and I laugh at it
It don't even bother me no more, yeah like, listen

[Verse 1]
It's times like these where I feel regret
When I gotta work for this worthless check that don't pay for shit
I never finished school what do you expect?
Me to be cool? Yes? No? I dont think so, go back to school they tell me
But what if I start drowning? Are you gonna be there to bail me?
I don't think so, so please save the talk for someone else
I feel like I shoulda been someone else
But damn I'm not, I'm stuck in this hell spot
I failed to prevail so let my ass rot
I wish I was an abortion but I'm afraid not
A portion of my life is happy I'm here the rest is a blank spot
(I think everything's gonna be okay) Uh, I think not
I hate my life I bet you hate yours too
But whats your reason for being this fucking miserable?
People tell you to be positive how do u take that?
When shit around you is negative and you can't catch a break Jack

[Hook]
Why do I feel this way
I said why do I feel this way
See I got too much weight on my shoulder blades
How much more weight can I take?
How could you be so cold
Huh huh?
How could you be so cold
Huh huh?
How could you be so cold
Huh huh?
Man I'm sick and tired of all this shit, I'm wired and how could you be so cold

[Verse 2]
Dennis it's cool don't you listen to them
They just pissed at you man, they just mad you're doing shit better than them
I swear you dope, fuck what they think
They can all suck a dick, suckers die they all fucking stink
They shit, shit don't take it personal
This is the world we live in, shit stains and urinals
Complex self esteem issues
So they diss you to up themselves and make themselves feel special
Understand you're up there Up where? Up here!
Nobody can touch here! Mother fucker you nuts yea!
You are not a quitter, you are sicker then most of these litter stains
So stop feeling bitter about yourself
You know they suck dick, you're much bigger
You function on a different level, You're something like a ton bigger
Your tongue is fungus, your skill is humungous
You know it so fuck it, don't listen to these dumb kids

[Hook]
Why do I feel this way
I said why do I feel this way
See I got too much weight on my shoulder blades
How much more weight can I take?
How could you be so cold
Huh huh?
How could you be so cold
Huh huh?
How could you be so cold
Huh huh?
Man I'm sick and tired of all this shit, I'm wired and how could you be so cold

[Bridge]
The world is a cold ass place man
You can't quit, if you quit you might as well call yourself dead
You know what I'm saying so keep moving
Don't take shit personal, don't let it get it to you
Don't let them get the best of you man

[Verse 3]
I look toward my goal so I move forward I know
If I stop now I'm proving that I'm no
Good and these haters win I won't let that happen again
I'm a fighter, a lighter bitch
I'm on fire till I retire, I took a break to rewire my wires
I'm Robocop back from the dead, the show don't stop till I roll over rot
I know that I'm hot, I don't need people to tell me that
Not even school that held me back can me tell me that I'm a failure
I'll nail ya coffin I'll soften your hard image, I'm starving and it's
Kinda crazy how I keep eating without taking a break
Or drinking a shake in between breathes that I barely take
Or some water to wash down this awful taste, I wonder if anyone out there can relate
Man I'm losing any grasp I have on my faith cause I'm so raw but still no record deal on my plate
Half of these fuckers can't even see me,the other half wanna be me
The ones that don't know me don't know that I'm killing beats easy
Man I'm mad I can't understand it
Tell the planet to kiss my ass and grab this ladder and cram it, damn it

[Hook]
Why do I feel this way
I said why do I feel this way
See I got too much weight on my shoulder blades
How much more weight can I take?
How could you be so cold
Huh huh?
How could you be so cold
Huh huh?
How could you be so cold
Huh huh?
Man I'm sick and tired of all this shit, I'm wired and how could you be so cold