My World

(album: A Skateboard Soiree - 2012)

"Welcome to a skateboard soiree. Beats by c1, raps by allday, everyday
Let me introduce myself"

I'm 21 and stupid
I tell all my poems to everyone through music
I just moved alone to new city
It's kinda cool but I wish i had my crew with me
Not to mention my dad and my nana Mary
And my grandfather, who I had to bury
And I'm missing my little brothers too
And my mother too, and my cousins too
And the innocence I had just a year ago
And I'm drinking but it's not any clearer though
There's many nights here when I feel alone but even when I go back now
I ain't really home
The future side of it is on my mind a bit
Seems like only yesterday I was a tiny kid
And I know it all seems like some miner shit
But my faith in myself is dying quick

So if you come and get me, I'm gonna run away from hear
So maybe come and tell me, baby you gotta stay right here
In my world na-na-na-na na-na

Please don't tell me you love me so
Cause I'll come running right on home
And please don't tell me you love me so
Cause I'll come running right on home

So if you come and get me, I'm gonna run away from hear
So maybe come and tell me, baby you gotta stay right here
In my world na-na-na-na na-na

And I'm insecure, got no inna peace
Got my inna demons all roaming in the streets
And I'm insecure, got no inna peace
Got my inna demons all roaming in the streets
And I'm insecure, got no inna peace
Got my inna demons all roaming in the streets
And I'm insecure, got no inna peace
Got my inna demons all roaming in the streets

So if you come and get me, I'm gonna run away from hear
(Runaway, runaway, runaway now) [x2]
So maybe come and tell me, baby you gotta stay right here
In my world na-na-na-na na-na

"that's funny" "that's real funny"
"no" [conversation]
"mmhmm" "stop it!"
[conversation]

Uh, They say you got one as cool
Well nowadays every bodies got two
But if you had her, then you get it
Mines better than yours, there I said it
Mann I miss my girl the mostest
Tryna' focus on this big world of showbiz
She's back at home studying solidly
And I'm so proud of her commitment to her law degree
But she should be here cording me
Skype every night, looking at her eyes longingly
There's pain in em', that's how I know that
If a guys sweats her she will tell em' no thanks
And if a girl sweats me I tell her nah
But most of the time I stay home pending bars
Here in this bedroom, with my heart black
Just waiting for her plane on the tarmac