Why

Why aren't I one of these interesting people, who's always got something to say.
To not be contrived, and to feel so alive, and to never, have wasted, a day.
To go for long walks, have well informed talks, in a non-confrontational way.
Why aren't I one of these interesting people and why won't you stay?

I'm still having the same conversation
I've been having for years,
I just want to read and retain information,
Just face up to my fears.
I look at myself and it's so plain to see.
All I need is to change, change.
Not too much I still want to be me.
Everyone looks the same.

Why is my phone full of so many numbers, and why doesn't anyone call?
Maybe they think that I'm always too busy, or maybe I've no friends at all.
While I'm watching TV, they're all out necking E's and while obviously I'm appalled.
Why is my phone full of so many numbers and why don't you call?

I'm still having the same conversation
I've been having for years,
I just want to read and retain information,
Just face up to my fears.
I look at myself and it's so plain to see.
All I need is to change, change.
Not too much I still want to be me.
Everyone looks the same.

I'm still having the same conversation
I've been having for years,
I just want to read and retain information,
Just face up to my fears.
I look at myself and it's so plain to see.
All I need is to change, change.
Not too much I still want to be me.
Everyone looks the same.