Walk Me Through It

(album: Kodak - 2022)

Nod a while
And fake it in the morning
Play pretend
I know what's on around me
Triggering
Alarms go off in warning
You soft siren in my way

Calling out come now
It's alright if it calms me down
Truth is there's nothing left unfound
I just need to feel remembered

Stranded still
I've lost the means of contact
Walk me through
The ways to talk to you
I can't retain all that information

In a silent anthem
Staying asleep
I don't know your name but
Damn I'm in love with the faces you make through the week
You're a knockout rose that
Makes the home seem brighter than most
And me, I'm ash on the inside

The day repeats
It's a burnout every morning (Can't get away, can't get away)
Learn again
How to turn a key
So what you're here 'til I get well

In a violent outburst
I erupt
I can't recall your name but
God damn I need you to tell me all over again
I feel another fallout
Something is wrong in my DNA
If I could just be me again

Locked out of my home
I die out loud again
So you know
These picture frames seem stock to me
They're Kodak film from the factory
Yeah, they laugh at me

Please come back
You cancel all the tension
You sit close
It makes me feel all nervous
Your refrain puts me at ease

In another time
We loved so well
You don't know my name but
God damn it I know that you'd want me to if I can
There's a point to make but
All I can do is just stare blankly back at you
Recalling one day at a time

Not exactly like I wanted
Exactly like I wanted it
Do it again, start it again, all over
Exactly like you want