I Wonder

(album: Russell Dickerson - 2022)

I said good bye
I drove away
Said I ain't the one
Lied to your face
For 'bout half a mile
All gas no brakes
Thought I was right
My mind was made

Then I see your lipstick on a Starbucks cup
Got me thinking I mighta messed up
Can I live and never kiss those lips again

And I wonder
Years from now
Will I think about how
I shoulda turned around right now
I wonder
Am I gonna regret this
Never gonna forget this
As good as it gets then why am I
Watching her fade in the rearview
Thinking bout all we've been through
Oh, will I ever love like I love her
Yeah I wonder

I should feel free
I should feel fine
My head's a wreck
And I ain't all right

What the hell just happened
These white lines keep going faster
Every exit that I'm passing'
They all lead straight back to you
Yeah this is weighing heavy
Second thoughts here in this Chevy
Yeah will anybody get me like you do, oh

And I wonder
Years from now
Will I think about how
I shoulda turned around right now
I wonder
Am I gonna regret this
Never gonna forget this
As good as it gets then why am I
Watching her fade in the rearview
Thinking bout all we've been through
Oh, will I ever love like I love her
Yeah I wonder

Yeah you looked me in the eyes and told me that I was wrong
Guess you don't know what you really want 'til what you want is gone

Yeah I wonder
Years from now
Will I think about how
I shoulda turned around

And I wonder
Years from now
Will I think about how
I shoulda turned around right now
I wonder
Am I gonna regret this
Never gonna forget this
As good as it gets then why am I
Watching her fade in the rearview
Thinking bout all we've been through
Oh, will I ever love like I love her
Yeah I wonder
Yeah I wonder

Watching her fade in the rearview
Thinking bout all we've been through
Will I ever love like I love her
Yeah I wonder