Revenge

(album: Handle With Care - 2019)

I'm losing myself trying to make you realise what you lost tonight
Use someone else trying to make you realise what you lost tonight
Breaking his heart, it's breaking my heart and your heart is just fine
I'm losing myself trying to make you realise what you lost
Revenge, it's like drinking poison

I'm always up to no good
Don't do what I should
Should pick it up when I fall apart, I know you know that I could
Everywhere that I look, everywhere that I go
Yeah, every face that's in the crown whenever I play a show
I lose my mind every time I'm low
I spend my night with someone I don't know
Your energy follow me like a ghost
But in this hotel room, I make a toast
Here's to all the times that I messed up, baby
Don't you ever think that I don't love you, crazy
I don't even know where I've been lately
I just know that you stay on my mind

I'm losing myself trying to make you realise what you lost tonight
Use someone else trying to make you realise what you lost tonight
Breaking his heart, it's breaking my heart and your heart is just fine
I'm losing myself trying to make you realise what you lost
Revenge, it's like drinking poison

Yeah, nine years a long time just to go and call it quits
But my life is ever-changing, I was never quite equipped
It was never about love, 'cause you had my whole heart
But I knew that I would break you from the very very start
And you hated when I drank, hated when I took pills
I understand, an addict, I got a problem for real
An I'm too late as usual
I try to lie but the writings on the walls
And I tried to sober up so I wouldn't be such a fuck up
There's bitches everywhere, every time that I need a touch up
And I'm facing facts and I'm really clear about it that I
Need your loving, I wouldn't be here without it

I'm losing myself trying to make you realise what you lost tonight
Use someone else trying to make you realise what you lost tonight
Breaking his heart, it's breaking my heart and your heart is just fine
I'm losing myself trying to make you realise what you lost
Revenge, it's like drinking poison
Revenge, it's like drinking poison