50/50

(album: The Avant-Garden - 2018)

I'm so pretty, pretty
Down to the nitty gritty
But undecided, shifty
Always fifty-fifty
Well intentioned, I just might've failed to mention
Sometimes I get disconnected
Don't pay no mind, attention to me, me, me

They try to tame, they just free, free, free
Try to contain, I just flee
Hard to attain, hard to please
Tease absentmindedly
That's me, yeah, that's me

I'm so pretty, pretty
Down to the nitty gritty
But undecided, shifty
Always fifty-fifty
Well intentioned, I just might've failed to mention
Sometimes I get disconnected
Don't pay no mind, attention to me

Can't handle feeling disrespected
Rather neglect it
Rather have you dub my shit than have you test it, yeah
Know who you texting
This a place that ain't cut out for flexing
Petty pressing, who the fuck are you impressing?
I ain't cut out for a tone like that
So don't you ever use a tone like that
I finally got all of my hoes sidetracked
And we don't wanna watch 'em roam right back
I ain't tryna be nice no more
Sweet Dounia can't suffice no more
You give too much and they just all absorb
A kinda weirdness I just can't afford

I'm so pretty, pretty
Down to the nitty gritty
But undecided, shifty
Always fifty-fifty
Well intentioned, I just might've failed to mention
Sometimes I get disconnected
Don't pay no mind, attention to me (To me)

To me, one day I'll go pay my fees
Drown in my entitled greed
Let money shut up my needs
Blow it, then laugh it when it leaves (Haha)
Wanna have you looking back like
Like where the fuck I lacked, why? (Why? Why?)
I'ma keep it a stack, had my feelings falling flat
I gathered what was left just to spill it in a track
Damn, is this what I attract?
Empty boys who love impulse and never feel my disconnect?
Observe their love and treat that shit like something to dissect
Never got me, never have
My sordid experiment

But I'm so pretty, pretty
Down to the nitty gritty
But undecided, shifty
Always fifty-fifty
Well intentioned, I just might've failed to mention
Sometimes I get disconnected
Don't pay no mind, attention to me