Horrifying

(album: Do We Speak A Dead Language? - 1996)

Try to understand who I am
My pops is an intelligent black man
My mom's locked up in "s-i-b-l-brand" Damn!
It's like they're handing me planned positional placement
Inheritance parents mistaken left my soul aching
Hurting painful let downs are burning
Fire inside! Fire inside's is what I got right!
Unjustified lies life died so I picked up a "mic"
Microphone the danger curse
This earth's done got them tears dripping
Lifetime of decline got me blind to the real sign
Running around helpless selfish direction
Less spiritual savior get me flexing that will to live

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Horrifying!...

Shot one!... Shot one tell them how your soul fell!

Closet bigotry insecurity I see
From the ones closest to me I see this disease
Complexion sways your mental direction,
Privilege culture subliminal racist
Stereotypical wak and mythical lies must go
Prejudging human beings that you are seeing
Millions of "Mark Fuhrmans" within my midst
But flesh does not determine what is within