intimate moments

(album: evil twin - 2021)

I need to get this off my chest
That I'm here and I've regressed
A putrid feeling that I've addressed
I'm scared to love and bare the rest

And I know your intentions
I don't blame me for wanting more
So I wait for the perfect time
Yeah, I wait for the perfect time

And I might cry but I'll never show it
Can't let you down, can't let you down
I have a fear of intimate moments
If you're around, why am I down?
Oh-whoa
Oh-oh, I
I have a fear of intimate moments
If you're around, why am I down?

You're in my walls and try to seek
Personalities that you'll never meet
I hate the fact that I look weak
I know I'm strong, yet you can't see

And I know your intentions
I don't blame me for wanting more
So I wait for the perfect time
Yeah, I wait for the perfect time

And I might cry but I'll never show it
Can't let you down, can't let you down
I have a fear of intimate moments
If you're around, why am I down?
Oh-whoa (yeah, I might cry)
Oh-oh, I (oh)
I have a fear of intimate moments
If you're around, why am I down?

Tell me if it's wrong or right
Is it black or white if I can't open up?
You don't have to stay and lie
If I'm not your type, you can leave whenever
Tell me if it's wrong or right
Is it black or white if I can't open up?
You don't have to stay and lie (if I can't open up?)
If I'm not your type, you can leave whenever

And I might cry but I'll never show it
Can't let you down, can't let you down
I have a fear of intimate moments
If you're around, why am I down?
Oh-whoa (yeah, I might cry)
Oh-oh, I
I have a fear of intimate moments
If you're around, why am I down?