Blurry Eyes

(album: Only Up From Here - 2017)

Everybody is the flaws they know
But what's the flaw in the eyes of god, I don't know, I don't know
Blurry eyes in, in hell of smoke
The stars are shinning my deep down,
Don't ever let go (please don't let go)

Because if one falls, then we all fall
It's complicated, the walls are narrow
And then my thoughts, spin out of control
I began to drown even though I'm in the shallows
This makes it more worse and now my head hurts
I could do this if I just put myself first
I'm so anxious, I fucking hate this
Oh I can't even begin to explain this

I wish I could be who you want me to be
I wish I could see what you see in me
I wish I could be who you want me to be
Who you want me to be
I wish I could be who you want me to be
I wish I could see what you see in me
I wish I could be who you want me to be
(Who you want me to be)

I wish I could be something more then where I am
I wish I could see underneath my own surface
Deep beneath my soul in there
Maybe I could feel some sort of blessed
Maybe I could run the million miles away
Without no one to see the reflection of my own

Because if one falls, then we all fall
It's complicated, the walls are narrow
And then my thoughts spin out of control
I began to drown even though I'm in the shallows
This makes it more worse and now my head hurts
I could do this if I just put myself first
I'm so anxious, I fucking hate this
Oh I can't even begin to explain this

I wish I could be who you want me to be
I wish I could see what you see in me
I wish I could be who you want me to be (who you want me to be)
I wish I could be who you want me to be
I wish I could see what you see in me
I wish I could be who you want me to be (who you want me to be)
I wish I could be who you want me to be
I wish I could see what you see in me
I wish I could be who I wanna be (who I wanna be)
I wish I could be who you want me to be
I wish I could see what you see in me
I wish I could be who I wanna be
Who I wanna be...