If I Saw You Today

(album: Abigail - 2020)

It'd be like floating in space
With no helmet
"You two look great"
But I would be jealous
Wish I could just say
I can't help it
I wouldn't know just what to say
If I saw you today

I'd wish you would beg me just to take you back
Keep forgetting how it all went bad
Start regretting ending it so fast
I'd take my pride and throw it all away
What's the harm in one more heartbreak?
I'd tell myself you're worth all the pain
And maybe this time around won't be such a mistake
If I saw you today
If I saw you today

I can't talk to our friends
Cause we shared them
There's no making amends
Cause you scared them away
Told them you were better off before me
Told only one side of the story
But I wouldn't know how much to take
If I saw you today

I'd wish you would beg me just to take you back
Keep forgetting how it all went bad
Start regretting ending it so fast
I'd take my pride and throw it all away
What's the harm in one more heartbreak?
I'd tell myself you're worth all the pain
And maybe this time around won't be such a mistake
If I saw you today

I'd ask how your momma's doing
And your family in St. Louis
Are you happy with the life you're choosing?
I'd tell you breaking up was stupid
Didn't know all that I'd be losing
If I saw you today

I'd wish you would beg me just to take you back
Keep forgetting how it all went bad
Start regretting ending it so fast
I'd take my pride and throw it all away
What's the harm in one more heartbreak?
I'd tell myself you're worth all the pain
Maybe this time around won't be such a mistake
Maybe this time around you'd just decide to stay
If I saw you today