Song About You

(album: The De2our - 2020)

I emerge outta this dirt again
Burried alive under the words I said
While trying to save the whole entire world
I only hurt a friend
And trying to bend with these motions but ain't been flexible
It feels like falling back in bad habits when I start texting you
I fell in love with fiction
A walking contradiction
Begging for your valdiations plotting on my imperfection
I'm at the intersection of run while you can and fuck it drowning in your drama but I swore that I was always above it
I'm bugging trusting
My emotions are safe from your judgement
Fucked around and let your negativity in my circumference
I'd like to get outta this rain
But know we only go in circles when you're flying with a broken wing
Now I gotta go
Jumping through every obstacle
Nothing is working
I feel like a burden
And getting out doesn't seem possible
So let me go and live my life in happiness
I bow to never waste my time and write another fucking song about you

Put all your stuff in boxes in my room
Don't wanna write no songs about you
But you should've been everything that I do
Oh oh oh oooooh

Yeah and that's the ending no relapsing or starting again
I made mistakes I can't escape and that's hard to admit
This ain't no party shit
I'm sorry darling but you must be joking if you think you'll ever be my Harley Quinn
Ayy
And none of my friends can see a thing they faded
Jaded by the mask you wear and never in a public place and taking all these selfies for attention
Do it for the gram!
I got em' bouncing
Imma do that for myself damn
You need some help yeah
Some time alone yo
To r-e-s-e-t you should phone home
Pack up everything I can fit in bags
I get away but you come back to me when things get bad
Isn't that so fucking ironic how you're acting sad
Just to check the distance and check me up like a fucking jab
Yeah ya see I know all your moves
This is the last fuckin time Imma write a song about you

Put all your stuff in boxes in my room
Don't wanna write no songs about you
But you should've been everything that I do
Oh oh oh ooh